Reason.................

I can’t explain how happy I am. I finally got admitted in a college of my dream…… Presidency…. with eco, stats n maths…..a subject combination I wanted badly but was not sure of getting as stats seats are limited…. College has started and I love it. I am enjoying every moment. I never thought I could be genuinely happy again but I was wrong. For two months my friends have been asking me to “move on” but somehow I had remained static as a rock, living on memories and reliving them. Candid confession-it was painful and terrible. I felt as if I was left with no hope in life and those memories are the only treasures I posses…. Feeling extremely disconcerted I tried to hold onto those recollections like a drowning man grabbing everything in his sight to stop himself from being pulled to the unknown world of death. Now I have breathed again. I have fought against the turbulent water and emerged victorious and am basking in that glory. I have finally found out a reason for myself, a reason to start over new. I have found a purpose in life with which I can start dreaming again of a glorious future. Start living my life again, start having fun again, start laughing at stupid jokes again and finally start saying-“I am happy” and really meaning it………… again.